school starting again. ughhhhh. i have this problem with school where i can never see it as just a place, everyone i knows can separate their life from school but i just cantttt. its not even that i care or that i like it or that school is particularly awful for me idk what it is. i mean i actually have an idea but im not gonna get into that and enough time has passed since then that it shouldnt matter anymore!!! its so unfair cuz even if literally the worst thing ever happens to someone in school they dont care too much because that problem is specific to school and it stops having importance after they get home because school is just a place, school is just a place that you go to for a few hours then you go home and can do what you want. school is just a place, why cant i get that??? i cant i cant

everyone has to be lying customizing is the worst part why do so many images exist and why do none of them look good when i use them!!!

Started downloading my own music lolz Spotify is bad obvvv I was pirating premium before but then that stopped working for a while and I haven't checked it again, but even if it is working again I don't wanna bother anymore honestly, so yeah. Musicolet has been gooddd. Idk if there's another way to do it but having to sync the lyrics manually has been fun actually. I've wanted to do this for a while and have tried before but I always eventually went back to Spotify for convenience. Having a limited amount of stuff to listen to is nice actually, I'm not surprised but like I said I never bothered not using a streaming service. I don't really know why that is? You could say its because you gotta actually appreciate the music you have cuz downloading more sorta takes effort but eh. When I was a kid I remember listening to stuff on my mom's SoundCloud, I only listened to the stuff she had saved cuz I didn't know you could search stuff up apparently? But whatever, now because of that those songs I listened to actually matter to me, even though they're really not that great, not stuff I particularly like. So maybe that's it? Since you're listening to the same stuff over and over you have to actually pay attention to it and it starts to matter. Uhh maybe, I think that's what it is for me. Anyways it's been fun 100% would recommend, also no ads duh

I'm bored. Not really, I have a lot of stuff I could do, I'm not even really unmotivated, I'm just restless I think. I've been thinking too much, it sucks. It's not even overthinking or anything, not in the traditional sense at least, it's just general thinking. There's just an infinite amount of things I could think about indefinitely and I can't help myself even if it doesn't matter at all. And it's annoying cuz it's only kind of a problem, it's super tiring and makes it really hard to do other stuff but also thinking is good!! I like analyzing stuff I like having opinions on things, but it's been stressful. And I don't even know how id solve this problem either, I mean I can't just stop thinking, and trying to do anything mindless makes me feel like I'm wasting my time, which I am! So yeah idk, I mean in general I don't feel too bad, but a few times a day I get really mad and frustrated for no reason, so that's something.

made burger #yum

thought i had a browser hijacker for weeks and turns out it was mcafree redirecting my searches without permission!! very cool!! i didnt even know i had that shit on my computer wtf